Not Worthy

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‘I don’t feel I’m worthy enough to take communion,’ my Christian friend told me; I felt so sad. Of course, she is not good enough, nor are any of us. As we all know it’s not a matter of us being good enough, it’s a matter of God being good enough. There is no way we can ever earn God’s blessing, we are fallen creatures, full of sin. Our worthiness doesn’t come into it.

‘Come unto me,’ Jesus says. He doesn’t say when you are in a better person ‘Come to me.’ The life of a Christian is not for a good person, think of the Pharisees that Jesus had to deal with. Their hearts were closed because they thought they were good enough. The only time Jesus is recorded as being angry is with self-righteous people. The Bible tells us when we are weak then we are strong. God wants us with our brokenness, our failures and our wretchedness. as well as our sin. He will sort all this out and then we can be really strong and worthy in His strength.

God accepted and welcomed Saul and David and Moses and they were all pretty high on the sin list. There is nothing we can do to earn our salvation or God’s love, our weakness is our only qualification; what an up-side-down God we have!

I tried explaining all this to my friend and that was my only responsibility; God must do the rest. I continue to pray for her and thank Him for all the revelations He has given me. I thank Him that He alone has shown me His salvation and way to live.

Planned or Unplanned

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When David the shepherd boy went out to tend his sheep on that memorable day, he felt it would be a day like any other, leading and guiding his sheep and coping with the odd lion or predator. By nightfall he had been anointed as king-in-waiting. Paul’s journey to Damascus was like many others he had made, being as much nuisance to those obnoxious Christians as he possibly could. By the end of the day he had been confronted by the God of the universe, the very one he had been fighting against. Adam started the day in the garden of Eden and finished it outside, banned from entry. All these people had planned their day, but the reality was very different.

Of course, we need to make plans for every day and for the future; drifting will get us no-where. Financially, health-wise and business-wise we have to think about the coming days, months and years, But also within the planning there needs to be flexibility to allow the Holy Spirit to work out in our lives. We need to be aware of His nudging, He can suddenly ask us to do something for someone else or do something that is completely out of our plans. We can only see a few hours ahead, God can see the whole of eternity. We only know about our small circle, God can see right round the world to the end of earthly life. His plans for us started at the beginning of time.

‘For we are God’s handiwork, created by Christ Jesus, to do good works which God prepared in advance for us to do.’ Ephesians 2:10

In All Things

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‘God is able to bless you abundantly, so that in all things, at all times, having all that you need, you will abound in every good work.’ 2 Corinthians 9:8.

I love to read this verse in the Bible. In my translation, the word ‘all’ is used three times; My God is an ‘all-good’ God. Just suppose the verse read differently – ‘In most things, for a good percentage of people, you will have much of what you need..’ That’s not our God. We don’t have to think ‘I wonder if God will answer my prayer. I hope he’s in a good mood today.’ He’s not like a reluctant boss when we ask for a pay rise. Our God even loves to give good things to us and will only withhold when it is for our own good. A God who gave His only Son for our salvation is more than a generous self-giving God.

The Message translation puts it in different words using phrases such as ‘giving to the needy in reckless abandon,’ ‘His right-loving, right-giving ways never run out, never wear out.’ Whatever words are used, in whatever language, they are just not adequate to describe the love of God. But then comes the rub, ‘so that you can be generous in every way.’

For Everyone

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God’s caring sacrificial love is for everyone, otherwise I might miss out. If God’s love was only for the young and intelligent, it would not be on offer for me. I am no longer young and my intelligence is only normal. At school I was always about the middle of the class. God doesn’t ask how many exams we’ve passed or how many diplomas we have. He simply asks us to love Him. God doesn’t ask us to be beautiful and stunningly good looking. I’m just average again; I’ve never been called beautiful or ugly. God looks on the heart and not on the outward appearance; think about David not being as striking as his brothers.

Nor does God’s acceptance of me depend on my wealth. I have been blessed with enough, but that is to be used in His service. When we depart this life, everything will be left behind. We will be transported to heaven, but our earthly goods will go into the skip. ‘Nothing in my hands i bring, only to Your cross I cling’ Augustus Toplady. I don’t need any certificates, attributes or possessions to be accepted by God. In fact there is nothing I can do to make Him love me more and there is nothing I can do to make Him love me less. Now, there’s a thought!

Live on your Knees

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I came across this quote the other day – ‘It is better to die on your feet than to live on your knees.’ Emiliano Zapata

As Zapata was a Mexican revolutionary who was assassinated before the age of 60, his meaning of ‘live on your knees’ was different to mine. I presume he meant don’t give up, it is better to wear out than rust out. I related the phrase to living your life in constant prayer. But is it possible to pray too much. Yes, if our prayer is not followed by action, it is only half the story. We are told that prayer and action go together. ”Faith without works is dead.’ Ephesians 2:9. The lives of Mary and Martha are an example, one had plenty of faith and not so much works; the other emphasized the works and thereby missed out on the teaching of Jesus. We need to get the balance right.

Jeremiah

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Being a prophet was never an easy job as it was their task to relay God’s unpleasant messages and warnings. Sometimes the message was good but more often it was to convey God’s loving judgment. Jeremiah had the job of telling unpleasant warnings from God to the People of Judah and His messages were seldom good. No wonder he was known as the Prophet of Doom

What an unpleasant responsibility is it if we are called upon by God to deliver stern messages of correction. It may be that we are the person, the only person to point out errors in a person’s life. It is such a position of responsibility that it must be proceeded by plenty of prayer. However, planks and splinters come to mind. We need to make sure that it is actually a message from God and not a matter of us wanting to get our own way. Any correction must be delivered in deep love. The receiver will be hurt, our love for them needs to be abounding. We need to ask ourselves whether we too are guilty of this fault. Prayer for the person and with the person will be a gift from God.

I must admit that God has never asked me to correct another person, as a coward I pray that any correction may be done by God through my prayers. I don’t want to a Jeremiah!

Help from the Enemy

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The other evening I watched a true life television drama about three young girls murdered thirty years ago in Australia. Probably not a good choice just before going to bed. Then this morning my Bible reading for the day was about the Good Samaritan.

Maybe the man was on a business trip and his chosen route was the quickest way between two customers. He knew it was dangerous but he hoped he would be lucky; he wasn’t. The blow on his head was simultaneous with his money bag being snatched, The trauma over losing all his money vied with the severe pain in his head as he slipped in and out of consciousness. At one lucid point he heard footsteps approaching and hurrying away. again. The blood running down his face stopped him seeing anything. He wasn’t even conscious when the Levite passed by.

When the Samaritan came along the man was barely alive. His battered body was lifted onto the man’s horse. It wasn’t until a few days later that he discovered who had helped him and when he was fit enough to return to work, what a story he had to tell! It was his enemy who had helped him and saved his life. So notable was this story of Jesus that the phrase Good Samaritan has slipped into everyday usage.

Here I am

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I’ve not murdered anyone or raided a bank, but I am still a sinner.In God’s eyes. I don’t believe there are degrees of sin. We have all sinned and fallen short of the glory of God.but God can still use us fallen creatures. In the Bible we read of many men and women who at first were too busy to hear His call. – Abraham, Moses, Gideon, Ananias Paul, Samuel. Nevertheless they eventually replied with the words, ‘Here I am.’ But God also says to them ‘Here I am.’ God used and responded to sinful men, they were to be a partnership.

God still speaks today, He calls us into His service. We pray we may not be too busy to hear His call. In answering His call we are not necessarily called to be Brother Andrew, Billy Graham or Mother Theresa, He needs foot-servants and well as admirals. Who else will speak to our neighbours, shop assistants or taxi drivers? We can speak words of hope, encouragement and salvation. We can give a helping hand to a neighbour or make a meal for a hungry family. God has a whole list of jobs for us to do. As God says to us, ‘Here I am’ may we always say to God, ‘Here I am.’

Listening to God.

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Here my voice.’ the Bible tells us. ‘My sheep hear My voice.’ John 10:27 and Give ear and listen to My voice.’ Isaiah 28:23 The Bible clearly gives us the instruction that we need to listen to God. He has all wisdom and knowledge, so it surely makes sense to pay attention to what He has to say. Why should I trust my own finite wisdom when I can draw on His? God wants to be there for us, He wants us to hang on His every word.

How often do we make our own decisions and go our own way? As we have never been this way before, we need the guidance of Someone who has. There are times we find ourselves going down the wrong path and our life begins to unravel. We regret the decisions we have made because of ignorance and self-will.

A look at the Bible will tell us that we are not alone in this, holy men and woman of the past have also made mistakes. David often got it wrong as did his son Solomon. The disciples of Jesus certainly got it wrong; they didn’t listen carefully enough to what Jesus had to say. He told them that He was going to be killed by wicked men and then on the third day would rise again. Admittedly the news was almost unbelievable, but they were amazed and unbelieving when it actually happened. They found it hard to believe that the risen Lord was the risen Lord. We can’t blame the disciples, we too are guilty of not listening to God.

My Hiding Place

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‘I look up to the mountains, does my help come from there.?’ Psalm 121:1

We know that God is everywhere and that He will be with us wherever we are. If I go down to the deep You are there, yet often in the Bible we read that the men of God went up into the mountains to pray.- David, Elijah and Jesus. Maybe there they found less clamour from the world, less distraction and escape from the burning high temperatures. Though David admits that help doesn’t come from the mountains but from the Lord Himself.

Many of us have a special place where we can feel closer to God and more in touch with His spirit. My widowed friend told me, ‘This chair is where Peter used to sit and pray.’ She now sits there frequently. Those who know me would not be surprised that my special place is in the garden. Although not fully developed yet, in my mind’s eye I can see what it will eventually be like, – secluded and private. Even now I can sit there and with a a small table on which to place my books, I can pray and commune with God. I share the space with the birds who are becoming quite tame, along with an increasing number of butterflies, bees and flying insects. I am fortunate that there is no sound of traffic or neighbours, only the sounds of nature. It is my hiding place shared with my Lord and Master.